SuzanneG

Wandering minds

With all of the world slowing down, we have a lot of time on our hands to let our minds wander.  There is no easy part to this journey, for you and your family, or me.  There is worry, like what if this never happens?  There are heartaches - I can’t imagine the incredibly difficult decisions you have, and fear of the unknown….but I want to assure you, this baby is so loved already and such a part of my life.  My own journey has been rocky with more downs the ups but I try to have faith that God will answer my prayers, and you will find me.  I try not to let my mind wander and think about what our lives will be like, or how it will feel to have my heart explode with love or how you smell so wonderful….I try to remain hopeful and faithful and I pray that you are out there.  I’m here waiting…

Picture is a moment that I let my mind wander and looked at some of the outfits we have bought.  I get superstitious so they are now packed and waiting for the baby’s arrival. Can’t wait to meet you!