They Say Waiting is the Hardest Part. And They’re Flippin’ Right
I think the hardest part of this whole thing is the not knowing. Not knowing when our family will start. Not knowing if our entire lives will be upended next week, next month, next year… It can be hard to focus on things, especially when family/friends want to make plans down the road.
“We should rent a cabin in the spring!”
Yeah, sure. If every aspect of our entire life doesn’t change, we’d love to make s’mores in the mountains.
I’m freelance, so applying for jobs is even weirder. In every interview there’s this tinge of “I’m not going to tell you that I might drop this gig on a dime to start a family, and there’s nothing you can do to stop me”. It’s all just weird. And emotionally taxing. And hopeful. Literally anything can happen tomorrow. And every day we hope it does. One day we’ll be right.